It was my first kiss and I totally can't remember it..

[Anonymous]

Like, I remember the fact that we kissed, but I feel like I got so caught up in the moment and it didn't really absorb that it happened. It almost felt like, It was maybe a dream, or something kind of felt like that, and I don't remember how long it lasted and then he asked me something and I answered but I don't remember the question and I don't remember what I answered... and I told my best friend about this and she said when she had her first kiss that she didn't really remember it either. So I guess I'm just wondering if this is normal or what... aha

[_Calebm]

Hey I'm 14, and I can't really remember my first make out. I was meant to go to a party but before I went. I got drunk with my mates. Because of this I had an amazing party, I didn't care about anything. I wanted to make out with a girl, but I also wanted to be sober. Around 5 hours had past. I could tell I was sober, because when my mates said "talk to her" to a popular girl my heart started to race, but I did it all the time when I was drunk. Around 11pm me and my mate were trying to find some girls. It took us a while and we found 2 girls. One was tall so my mate took her and I took her friend. All I remember is that she put her hands over my shoulders and linked them. Then she kissed me. It went pretty well. But the problem is, my heart wasn't racing, Then we stopped kissing but my friend kept going. I got my girls instagram and told my friend that I was leaving, as I should of left the party about 45minutes ago. I heard footsteps running behind me. I thought it was my friend but it was the girl. She kissed me again, we kept on going, I grabbed her Boob, then she started to rub her "private part" over and over, rubbing against my crotch. As a teenage boy a lot of hormones are ment to be buzzing around. But I didn't have a boner. This obviously got to her because when we stopped, I tried to go for another kiss, but she put her hand up. I thought that if I was in this situation I would probably feel embarrassed that I did such a foolish act. But again nothing. I didn't think about it for much, even though that was my first kiss. I got home and instantly slept. But i woke up 1hour later because I felt sick. But all I could think of was that kiss. I mouthed my kiss in the air. As it felt so real, it was real though, I knew it was. But the problem is, I never remembered how it exactly went. That's about how clear I could tell it. And the crazy part about all of this, is that this occurred last night. I feel so bumbed as it was my first kiss but it didn't feel special at the time but it does now, not as much as I thought but it was. I just need some clarification because I'm sure this situation is meant to be very special or if the alcohol missed me up. I talked to my friend who was with me during the time, and he said it was real.

[dnately]

Completely normal. You were very excited and too nervous to remember the details.

[Luvishowelivlife]

Girl I feel the same way! I got my first kiss with my boyfriend about a little over a week ago. What happened was we snuggled for the first couple of days I was staying at his house. And like there was a couple of times that we were close to kissing. But we were watching the movie Scott pilgrim v. The world and I was half asleep and like we were snuggling and like I don't remember what happened but like all of a sudden we were kissing! It was funny because I don't know how we started kissing but he went to tongue pretty fast; To which I told him hey it feels like your eating my face off and I was half asleep and I wish I could remember the details. But I will never forget how we were watching the movie Scott pilgrim and he was adorable. I love my boyfriend and it did seem like a dream to me, an awesome beautiful dream.