My father left me when I was a kid and he has new family, doesn't even call me .
Maybe because of this maybe not I don't trust boys , I start new relationship thinking " he will cheat/leave me anyway, "
This boy seems to be different , but when he goes out I think:
" he will kiss other girls tonight "
but I don't care about it , I think " he has right to kiss other girls because I'm not nice, he will leave me soon anyway" - I know how stupid it sounds but I really think so .
I don't know if I should honestly tell it to my boyfriend and it may help? or it's something I should keep for myself because boy will run even faster ?
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I went through what you're going through regarding your dad leaving you and starting a new family. It was vice versa giving I was a boy at the time. It was very hard and emotionally depressing but in time I got over it after I begain to see how it was affecting my relationships so it can take a toll on you. Maybe you developed that mistrust in guys as a result from your dad and in any case you don't trust the guy your with and maybe for any guy in the future. I think if you were to explain to him your concerns and how it may be related to your dad's doing it might give you and him a chance to better understand each other and your concerns. You'll never know if he might be a very faithful and dedicated guy to you instead of throwing away what might be a very good relationship.0