Being hurt by someone you adore and love is the worst feeling ever. Being betrayed by them when, all your life, you were told they are there for you. They are your family and best of friends. They love, support, and will help with everything you do and who you are.
I've personally felt this way with my own family. Not only does it hurt, it leaves an impression. It's made me realize family is truly the disposable part of your life. Once you expose your true self (in my case: Sexuality and gender identity) it shows you who your real friends and family are.
Have you ever told someone a secret that only you and they know? How about telling them everything you've alway kept hidden? Being told your loved and have a partner to dissipate your pain. But then one day you wake up and their over their pain and blame you for your own rejection. All the pain is back and now your alone, gripping love that was never there. So you wonder how bad death could really be. Maybe you even want to find out. That's hurt. I hope non of you ever feel that. I have, your never the same. You can be happy and healthy again but something changes
Its the worst when the people you love and say they love you. Cut you off for whatever reason, especially one so small when you were under the impression the "love" they supposedly had was unconditional.
Eventually you find that there love is circumstantial. and in a situation where they see fit they're able to cut you off so easily. This hurts quite a lot.
Same for people you adore, crushes, and people you Pine for from afar. Ita tough to handle, when your heart wants what it want, but there heart doesn't want you. It's devastating like no other. A cut or physical pain subsides over time. But you never fully heal from emoitional pain. It lingers FOREVER💔.