Good or bad? Being completely "stuck" on one girl...?

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Alright I've known this girl for a couple years now, and I've liked her since around pretty much the day I met her... It wasn't immediate attraction, but one day it was just "there" and it hit me hard.

Then we didn't talk for a while, like over a year. But I'd still catch glimpses of her from time to time. My feeling kept building, just based off of the fact that I was still enormously attracted to her, (I think she's beautiful) and just my previous knowledge of how she was, like personality and stuff...

Now we've started talking again and we're becoming good friends very quickly... Naturally, being around her more, my feelings have sky-rocketed even more. She's almost all that I think about. Yeah, I keep my cool around her and such but in the back of my head, I think I'm totally in love. She shows signs of interest too, but its hard to say if its out of friendship or as something more.

But honestly, she's the only girl I've had feelings for the past couple years... No other girl I've been around, or been in contact with, has ever "got me" like this one. Is this good or bad?

I mean its great if something works out, but if I'm rejected, its gonna hurt tremendously and I feel that its gonna be hard to move on and just accept it. I'll ALWAYS have feelings for this girl, I'm sure, which is why I'll be so heartbroken and miserable if this doesn't work. And that's the thing... I DON'T know how she feels about me. Signs indicate that it's possible but, really, its hard to tell.

Good or bad? At least I know that I'm crazy about her and I'd be fully committed to her if something worked out. haha. But at the same time I know its good to keep my options open... But I haven't, I'm just not "feeling" other girls around me, except this one. I can't even help it either... It's not like I just 'decided' to feel this way.

Thanks!
Good or bad? Being completely "stuck" on one girl...?
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