I have extremely low self-esteem and I have BDD (body dimorphic disorder) where I see a monster in the mirror.
I'm so fucking ugly. And no, I don't want attention if that's what you think.
I'm getting a nose job next year- and I'm confident that the procedure will make me feel better about myself.
In the mean time, I have a huge nose and it's making my other features look ugly.
Is there anything I can do to improve my looks? If I can't be pretty- at least tell me how to be more confident please.
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I was the same way throughout my middle school years. I was the ugliest, fattest kid that I had ever seen. I had no confidence at all! I've wanted to alter myself since then. Things got a bit better throughout high school. I began to look a bit better and then everyone noticed me. Took a lot of effort, but I began highlighting the little things I like about myself. Now I have some self esteem. . . Nowhere near enough. But some is better than none. Hang in there. Disorders are the hardest to face and overcome. Those who don't or have never suffered from one will never understand.1