This was one year ago. Im always finding new ways to improve myself. Either it be by my looks or talents. I have been trying to fix my flaws on my face. Like my saggy eyes and chubby cheeks by facial exercises. I then found this video thinking this will be good. It was a jaw exercis because I wanted my jaw to be sharp and long. I got the complete opposite result. My face now is a square. It's been a year, maybe two and I still have the square look. I used to have a heart shape. I don't have no chin and I look so ugly. I was wondering why no one looks at me the same like before. No guy comes up to me or actually likes me. When I tell people I want to be a model now they all give me a unsure look. Last year I didn't really notice how ugly this made me. But looking back at old photos it made me cringe. Then I looked at the photos of me before my "plastic surgery" and I just start to cry. I remember when I came out the bathroom from doing the jaw exercises my mom gave me a disgusted look and said you don't look healthy. I really wanted my jaw to change. But not like this. How much is a chin implant? I'm 18 by the way. I have used facial flex and my skin is tight but I just look a mess. I really hate my life. How much is it to re do the whole face. Can they make it back from before? Even my siblings say I look nothing like the family. I did have body dimorphic disorder before my change in shape. But now I don't even know. Now I'm ugkg. Before I wasn't. No one complemens me anymore. DO YIU KNO HOW IT FEELS TO USED TO BE BEAUTIFUL AND THEN TURN UGLY!!!
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by doing the jaw exercises, you developed some muscles there. So, if you stop the exercises, eventually those muscles will weaken. However, your face might have changed because of puberty as well. And I know that model agencies prefer models with square shaped faces anyway.0