I don't like my face, my hair or my body. I am grateful that I'm very healthy, but that doesn't help with this. I feel ugly, and there's little I can do about it.
I'm not overweight. So all issues I have wither have no solution, or would require surgery. I hate my small breasts (too small for my big hips), my fine hair and my face. I also have cellulite on my thighs and butt and it sucks because no matter how much weight I lose, it doesn't disappear.
I get looks from guys, but I still feel like crap, because I notice how guys drool over perfect, fake models and porn stars. Even though they're obviously fake! But my friends tell me they'd love to have a girl who looked like that at least once.
I don't know. Maybe it's because I recently broke up with my ex. Well he also looked at porn with impossibly perfect women like Veronica Zemanova or whatever, I'll NEVER look like that!
It sucks. I know it's the inside that matters, but I think everyone wants to be considered hot too, I don't know what to do I hate my appearance.
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something to be considered here...all these models and porn stars have what's called a budget of people. That is they have a group of other people who are what other's call "average". This group of people are paid extremely large amounts of money to make these women look like they do, fake. Most men appreciate the "average" women in our world and consider them to be the ones that are the most beautiful. Many of us, men, prefer women with smaller breast, thicker bodies, curves, and realness that these women have. I'd say you're being very critical of yourself and would bet a months pay check that you don't look anywhere as bad as you think. I've dated women you think just like you do about your body. I love a woman that has wider hips and smaller breast and curvy. Yet, when I admit this to them or her they find it hard to believe, yet its totally the truth. Look, from the negatives that you describe in yourself, I see a beautiful woman. One that looks HOT and above "average". the models and porn stars are "made" to look the way they do...it's not what we prefer as men (not the majority) we want a real woman. You say you get looks from guys...ever wonder why that is? is it because they don't enjoy looking...I know I don't look at a woman unless I find her attractive or hot ;) You're not ugly...0