I'm tired of...not gonna say it. My life...it was happy. At one time. Now, it's dropped so low...that...I may not make it out of this one. I have to wear f***ing clothes I wore last year for school. I'm crying til my eyes wear out. Nothing has gotten great for me...I just want to die. Fuck ya'lls help...no one's help...theirs never ends out working for a long time. I can never stay happy. Someone always comes and crashes it.
The thing is, most of this world lives in poverty, in that they work for almost nothing, not being able to afford clothes, and they strive hard to provide for their families. Especially with the times right now.
Put yourself in your mum's position. If she can't afford a whole wardrobe for you, there is a reason. Maybe you two can work something out where she can buy you a few pieces every week. Build up.
But bottom line is, clothes are clothes, they are a necessity, and it's great to have a variety of new ones, but you were brought into this world without them, and you will die with out them too.
You can't post this kind of thing and then get mad when people respond hon. I'm sorry things are rough, but look at it this way; Rock bottom can be a very enlightening place to be. You can only go up from there, and it gives you time to sort out the important things.
Dont do anything irrational, you're worth another chance.