Is it a turn-off if the girl is a virgin?

lil-secrecy
I have been dating this guy who's btw 10 years older than me. So he's pretty much more experienced in every way and well-settled in his life (great job and busy life styles) except finding his right one. We been going out for about a month and I really like him. It was great at the start until he withdrew himself lately because he found out I might be leaving australia in about 2 years time and may never come back (at least that's what he told me why he didn't hang out with me much recently). But I didn't want this to be end. So one day I invited him over to my place and after watching some dvds he kissed me and one thing led the other, we ended up naked in bed. He knew I was a virgin so he didn't expect me to have any moves while trying to guide me thru.even tho for most of times I found myself akwardly laying on the bed without knowing what to do. I wasn't very much relaxed and enjoyed but he seemed all excited and in the end he helped himself, we didn't do it in the end because he politely asked me and I said no. After that, he didn't contact me and it's been 4 days, I couldn't help wondering if me being a virgin (inexperienced sexually) can be a turn-off for guys like him. I know this kind of question really depends on people and situations. But I felt insecure of the our situation, it's like the guy already told me he felt pointless to hang out with me because I might be leaving, but I still initated contacts and ended up getting closer 'physically'. I'm so pathetic am i?
Is it a turn-off if the girl is a virgin?
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