It is quite depressing that my looks change so easily and often. Just 5 months ago, I was a bit more in shape and looked more attractive than I am now. Now, my mom throws out insults regarding my appearance and she makes me feel like the most ugliest piece of sh*t that ever landed on earth.
I have trouble maintaining my weight and I'll easily gain weight where it shows up the most, in the upper regions of my body.
I am very depressed about my slow metabolism .
It also seems like my face will appear more attractive in some seasons of the year and sometimes it will look blah.
Because of my changeable appearance and sluggish metabolism, I have no friends or a social life and feel depressed.
It doesn't help that my mom won't let me join the gym for some reason, and its almost winter time! Its not like I can jog outside...
Anybody have similar experiences and find that your appearance changes frequently and is sensitive to the environment?
Most Helpful Guy
It seems that the real problem is your brain. Stop blaming your body. Stop blaming your metabolism. You are the captain of the ship. Take control.
You have the internet. You have access to YouTube. Find video blogs and fitness channels and learn what it means to be fit and active. It's winter, true. That's not enough to stop you. Home workouts are plenty effective. Get on it. Stop letting yourself down.
Oh, and your mom is mean.0