Idk wtf to say or how to comprehend this question.
Not every "girl" maythink you are unattractive. Sometimes girls like to "stare" at good looking guys.
So, you "think" you are ugly. And some girls may look at you and think so too, but imo I don't "stare" at a hideous person. Usually they make my eyes hurt. But I do stare at weird people...the type of weird that is striaght insane.
like if I saw a guy in his underwear tea bagging an old lady on a public bus...that would get my attention.
well sometimes ther are such ugly people to whom I have to look a few seconds.. that I say to myself "Oh my God, why the hell people doesn't car about their appearence?" but in your case there is also the opportunity that you look very good and that this causes the looks on you
im sure they are looking at you because your handsome, not because your ugly. but as a girl I look at everything that moves and I check out everyones body so I don't look at ugly people more than attractive people I just stare at everyone