Ive always been self conscious since an early age. I have such a messed up nose, I've been thinking about rhinoplasty a long time. but its expensive and I don't know what people will think of me, or it if I get it. My smile is just, not even a good smile on photos. I look so.. ugly.
I think I'm average in looks but.. when it comes to photos, I am just so ugly when its a close picture. from afar you don't notice much of course so..
i am disgusted with my looks pretty much. no girl would want to go out with a guy who can't even take a good picture of myself. I am so un-photogenic, I can't believe it when I'm talking with people, they wonder why they are hanging with me. Sure I can make jokes and talk about loads of things, and keep it interesting. But come on. I'm just so ugly in photos.. I don't know what to think about real life anymore. I want to get this surgery but then again, I don't know what to do.
fml. I hate my life 90% of the time. f*** it 95% of the time.
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you shouldn't diss yourself like that. it's not healthy. are you the type to be majorly harsh on themselves? because btw I am hard on myself too. I look in the mirror and I point out errors as well. if in your opinion, if it isn't exaggerated, if you think you truly need surgery, then go for it. but don't be so negative and harsh on yourself. what do your close friends say about your looks. trust me, I've gone out with a guy who was unphotogenic and it was his personality that made up for it. so maybe it isn't too bad like you describe. I used to be very negative about myself too. I never did surgery but maybe talking to a professional and asking your close loved ones what they perceive to be the right route for you may be helpful. obviously I don't know how you look exactly and I'm just trying to help based on the information you gave. but if others say you look ok, then you shouldn't spend like 7 grand on rhinoplasty. most importantly, don't be so harsh on yourself1