I have an embarrassing thing that I like. I like when my fiancés farts. It turns me on and both just makes me laugh and makes me feel "close" to him. I've always been very embarrassed about it. He is my first love. He's kind of who I discovered myself on. He showed me what I do and don't like. And over the years I've discovered this and I'm not proud of it. I used to be very confused about it, and I thought we were close enough for me to discuss it with him about a year ago I told him about this thing and he laughed at me and taunted me asking if I like face sitting and playing with poop. I felt so embarrassed it took a lot for me to even tell him. Later on he stopped farting infront of me because he was afraid to turn me on. That angered me more because I felt more embarassed and uncomfortable. The act of farting doesn't always turn me on, sometimes I just think they're funny and like I said it makes me feel a sense of "closeness" like he trusts me. He himself isn't very ashamed to fart until I told him about the thing he didn't really like to after that. I ended up later on telling him I was joking because I couldn't handle how weird he was being. It took a long time for him to become normal again. He still will laugh about the time I told him that. I feel like ever since he made me feel bad about it this "thing" has become a bigger part of me. Like I'll obsess about it and I'll be mad because I'm constantly thinking I'm disgusting and that I have to hide myself. I find myself being weird and mad all the time. I'm so ashamed. If I could shut that part of me off I would. It's so embarrassing. I feel so embarassed with myself and even more around him I don't know what to do. Thinking back if is weird. And I don't know if he reacted the way he did because he was uncomfortable or embarassed himself because he's not into that. But I'm also afraid to bring it up again bc of how he made me feel and because he's only normal with me now bc he thought I was joking.
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I really don't know what to do anymore about myself or this
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He is a jerk for laughing at you while you were opening up, though to be honest I can see how it might have amused him.
Anyway, there is never a reason to be embarrassed about the things you enjoy. If your partner finds it weird or wrong, that's his problem, not yours. Maybe you can find similar enjoyment without the embarrassment with someone else.
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There is nothing wrong with it. You enjoy the closeness you feel to him when he lets down his hair so to speak. Though it is sad that he became so weird when you told him.
Congratulations, you're human. Boys fart. Girls fart. Roll with it baby.
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