I can't help but to smile when we kiss, and I always pull away because I can't help but to smile/laugh?

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So i had my first kiss and... fuck! Shit! I couldn't stop smiling and laughing. I dont know why i find it funny. My cheeks were flushed and i couldnt stop smiling. Just as our lips touched, i couldn't help but to smile, he cntinued to kiss me but.. i pulled away because i cracked up laughing. He just smiled at me and bit his lip while holding me close. He kept on staring at me which made me smile more! What should i do? What does he think of me because of that ridiculous action i did while kissing him?
I really really really like him, i really dont want to mess things up and make him think im an immature girl.

By the way, im 16 and still a virgin. Never done anything sexual with a dude before, he is 16 as well. He is fucking hot, he is not a virgin, had girlfriends before. So, he's very experianced at this stuff.
I dont even know how to kiss.
Gosh~ what should i do? What does he think of me now?
I feel so embarrassed!
I can't help but to smile when we kiss, and I always pull away because I can't help but to smile/laugh?
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