I don't get why I'm always so angry at my girlfriend, I keep blowing up all the time, and I nearly hit her?

BlakeMan
I'm 23 and I've been with my girlfriend for the last 2 years. I haven't been the best guy to her lately. I have been so angry all the time. I don't get a lot of sleep lately, because I've been working so much, and I've been so stressed. I have been blowing up and yelling at her over everything lately. I get really angry constantly. I don't understand it, I feel so low for the way I've treated her lately. Today though, was the boiling point, we got into a really bad argument because I didn't want to go shopping with her, I was too tired, and I wasn't in the mood to go fight the crowds this close to Christmas.

I got really out of control. I called her a bitch, and said she was being selfish. I got so mad and yelling so much, that I gave myself a bad headache. I also nearly hit her, I was so frustrated. I just walked off and told her I was going to try and get some sleep. I just threw my wallet at her and told her to take all my money instead. I feel so low because I made her cry, and then she made a comment to me saying that I looked like "a serial killer and a psychopath", she also said that my eyes look really psycho, and it was the first time she's ever been truly scared of me because I "looked like a Tarantula ready to strike". I feel so bad now, she won't speak to me, and I don't know what to do. I don't know why I'm always so angry, and I never meant to nearly hit her. What really gets me is the fact that she said I look like a serial killer and a psycho, and that my eyes are evil looking. I feel so bad how I've been towards her, but she doesn't understand, I work so much, and that I can't get a lot of sleep. I don't want to lose her. I don't understand why I've been so evil to my girlfriend though. What she said really bothered me. I've never been called a psycho before.

I don't get why I'm always so angry at my girlfriend, I keep blowing up all the time, and I nearly hit her?
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