heeey...so I guess I was thinking, & it may not be a good idea for us to talk as much or to get gifts for each other now..i really appreciate the thought but we should prb take more time apart to heal & get better and for you to continue getting the great help & be with your family & to keep making better choices..i dnt want us to ruin anything or our potential future friendship by trying to talk too soon - let's heal fully this time & I want you & your fam to be happy so I should give you plenty of time to keep doing great things - esp with school! I'm so proud & if you want to drop off any of the phone bill money or the rest etc let me know, otherwise take care, happy holidays, Merry Christmas, Happy New Year and wish you the best always :D
so that's pretty much what she said to me. It seems like she changed her mind. But I wrote back to her and said I understand and that I know we need time to heal. I don't know why she needs it though if she's got a boyfriend right now so I figure she's only doing it for me so that I can heal. Deep inside of me, it's breaking my heart. I miss her so much and it's going to feel so lonely to spend this Christmas without her. Does she only want my friendship in the future based on her email? There's no way to ever win her back once I get better in some months?
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