I'm so self conscious about my breasts?

melissa2
I'm 17, 5"2 and currently 103 pounds. It's hard for me to put on weight but I did and a month ago I was 109 pounds and happy about it. I carry the little weight I do have in my butt which is fine by me but my breasts are so small. I just want actual breasts, nothing big. I fit into a 32B but I look like an A cup. Probably just a tiny bit bigger than Kiera knightly.

I got sick and lost the weight so I feel like I look awful. My boobs got a tiny bit smaller and I lost weight from my thighs/butt. I got my appetite back and am gaining back the weight but regardless I hate my boobs! They're just so freaking small. They look like crap in a bathing suit. If I'm fooling around with a guy I won't even let him touch me there.

Again I'm okay with small boobs. I prefer them, just not THIS small. I don't know how to be okay with it. My goal weight is 115 pounds so yeah they could get a bit bigger but not much and I'm 17 and started menstruating three years ago so I think puberty is over.

However all the women in my family have either average or large breasts. Ugghh
I'm so self conscious about my breasts?
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