My girlfriend is the complete opposite of me. She's so innocent, and kind hearted, and thoughtful, and nice. She gives balance to my life, and calms me down and makes me think about things. I could feel like complete sh*t one moment, and then she smiles or asks me what's wrong and I find it really hard to stay in a bad mood. She's my heart and I'm her armor. I would do anything for her. But I'm starting to become the source of her pain.
The other night we went out to a rave and she tried ecstasy for the first time. She's never really done drugs but I have, and I promised her that it would be fun and she would be okay. She trusted me and she tried it. 2 hours later she started crying and thinking she was going to die. She was freaking out and it took a long time for me to finally calm her down. (I was on exo's too) She kept asking why I let her try it and it really broke my heart because she trusted me and I ended up hurting her.
She's not mad at me, she doesn't even blame me for it, but I can't help but feel that I'm a bad influence on her. I love her the way she is and I don't want to change her for the worse. She deserves better than that and I hate seeing her change because of me. That's why I'm thinking about breaking up with her. I've thought about it a lot and breaking up with her would break my heart and hers, but I think it's best for her. She's an angel and I'm a demon. I don't want to corrupt her.
The other night we went out to a rave and she tried ecstasy for the first time. She's never really done drugs but I have, and I promised her that it would be fun and she would be okay. She trusted me and she tried it. 2 hours later she started crying and thinking she was going to die. She was freaking out and it took a long time for me to finally calm her down. (I was on exo's too) She kept asking why I let her try it and it really broke my heart because she trusted me and I ended up hurting her.
She's not mad at me, she doesn't even blame me for it, but I can't help but feel that I'm a bad influence on her. I love her the way she is and I don't want to change her for the worse. She deserves better than that and I hate seeing her change because of me. That's why I'm thinking about breaking up with her. I've thought about it a lot and breaking up with her would break my heart and hers, but I think it's best for her. She's an angel and I'm a demon. I don't want to corrupt her.
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