Did I ever have a shot with her?

[Anonymous]

Ok so a long long time ago when I was in high school I stayed the night with a guy I was in a band with. I had a crush on his sister forever. I knew her before I knew him. Anyway, I have stoned as hell that night and we were camping in the woods behind his house because we were going to drink. Well she came down to where we where and chilled for a while. When she got down there the first she did was play with the fire but she bent over right in front of me...in sleep pants like her ass was right in front of my face. I remember that and then I blacked out, and then I remember al of us walking back to their house to get something and we were walkign way behind her brother and two or three other guys that were staying. I just kinda remember that we were talking.

Anyway, for like a week I had a feeling we were talking sexual but I wasn't sure because is was/still is the sexiest girl I have ever met. And every time I would see her at school after that she would give a really big smile and bed room eyes and say hey. So I decided to tell her I was super stoned that night and don't remember what we were talking about that night. The first thing she was o it wasn't sexual.

Anyway, I'm asking this just because I was always wondered if I had a shot with her that I didn't take? I had horrible self-esteem then so in my mind I was like there is no way she is into me. One time she asked if I could read lips and I said kinda...she then said can you read this and blew a kiss and walked away. This was a week before I stayed at her house. Even with all of that I couldn't believe it.

Now that I'm thinking back I can also remember her sitting in my lap before. So know that I am better with women and what not I think I had a chance with her...that sucks, I have yet to find someone that was so sexy/beautiful/funny and smart. She was a really talented musician as well. Man, If I had a time machine.

sh*t I even pull some memories out of my spank bank now and then about her...I'm sad xD.

[Alanaaa]

Well, I'm not too sure what you're looking for. But with everything you've said about get actions before the incident, it looks like she wanted your d***. Unless she's a huge flirt. It probably was something sexual, but since you couldn't remember and she didn't want to seem like a slut she said it wasn't something sexual. Why was your self esteem bad back then? Especially If you're attractive enough for a girl like that to hit on you

[Asker]

She wasn't a huge flirt at all...this just pisses me off now. She didn't flirt with like anyone because so many guys hit on her. My self-esteem has always been low I'm now 21 and it's just now starting to climb xD I hate that I missed out on that chance. She still sticks out as the first maybe second hottest girl I have ever talked to. O well now she is in college and so am i. She stayed our homwtown and I moved away. I also remember her telling me "Look where my hourse kicked me" and it

[Asker]

On her upper thigh...upper upper thigh lol...that's what I get for not being able to handle my smoke and being stupid :'( lmao

[Alanaaa]

You'll forget about it sooner or later haha. There's not much you can do. Unless you run into her again.

[koala7]

yup I think you blew your chance. =( She was all over you! She blew you a kiss (she liked you) she sat on your lap (who sits on a guys lap if she doesn't like him? =P) She really did like you. Just try to go back with her somehow. Talk to her about the past if youguys are still close. It may trigger some real good memories and her feelings may come back. You never know. Good luck. =)