The latest example, she spent 2 hours last night talking to her ex on Skype, when I asked if I could see the convo (she often wants to read my texts etc / fb msgs sent to friends) she said she had 'accidentally' deleted it.
The day before, we were at a music festival, she got some other random guy a bottle of water and she let him kiss her on the cheek. The same day she gave another random guy her mobile number so that she could find a friend in the crowd who was hanging with said random guy.
I don't know, I just feel so sick all the time, and how nonchalant she is about this, and always says 'why don't you trust me' when I bring these things up. But wouldn't she feel sh*t if I was doing all this stuff with other girls.
Sigh, I don't know what to say or do, I love her and I don't want to leave her, but I feel so sick.
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