Scared to call my boyfriend but miss him like crazy!

TabiBerry1740
know it sounds ridiculous and kinda pathetic , but I am seriously scared to call him . but I have reasons: 1.| he has a big family , and the majority of his family doesn't speak English . he also broke his cell so now he uses his home phone (bringing me to number2.) so whenever someone besides him answers the phone , I know I'm going to freak Because its gonna be so awkward - the barely understand English

also , I think his family knows the general idea of me but they Haven't met me before , which will add to the awkwardness

hes also a really busy person-school has just resumed again just the past week and he's also doing a lot of work with soccer so he's never really home .

I'm just so tired of staying around waiting for him to call . its pretty much like a long distance relationship . but I feel like this is the worse its been . were going on one year btw..

i just feel so pathetic but I miss him so bad . we've been measaging on fb for a while but he stopped replying...when I get on fb it says he's online but after about 5 minutes he gets off . makes me feel like he doesn't even want to talk to me . I don't know what to do honestly . ugh .
Scared to call my boyfriend but miss him like crazy!
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