They dedicate so much time and go all the way out to help fellow GAGers solve their problems and always make people laugh with their witty humour. Yet, their hearts are in deep pain and sorrow, I feel.
I am saying this because I have come across posts of a few very helpful and humorous GAGers who said that they have attempted suicide/cut themselves
Also the other day, a very kind GAGer helped me with a very difficult question that I posted, which made me feel really touched to read his profile. But when I went to his profile, I was shocked to read that he had tried to kill himself :(
That question I posted has been removed because it was something irrelevant to this site.
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I just got one thing to say.
"The loneliest people are the kindest, The saddest people smile the brightest. The most damaged people are the wisest. All because they do not wish to see anyone else suffer the way they do."
That is true. They (or should i use "we"? Would that be more apropriate since i can confirm that statement first hand?) know how much it hurt, they have experienced and felt it tear them to pieces! They have felt lonelines, sadnes, damage, on themselves. Speaking for myself, i know that there is happiness out there, and i don't only want it for myself, i also want it for others. I know there is love out there, and i don't only want it for myself, i also want it or others. I know there is healing and forgiveness out there, and i don't only want it for myself, i also want it for others.
And i want to help them find that, because through them i might find my own way to gain it; Happiness, love, healing and forgiveness.
They're carrying a mask, a mask meant to shield them from those who don't care or want to hurt them. It's a mask of laughter, of indifference... but deep down they know that behind every "just kidding" there's a seed of truth.
So they do it for two reasons. To protect themselves from those who want to hurt them, and out of selflessness (or is it selfishness channeled outwards when you take joy in helping) to help others getting what they don't have. Because they know how much it hurts to be without it.
That is why they act like that. That is why I act like that.6
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