Honestly, why can't you? Has anyone ever thought that stopping suicidal people from being able to speak or vent just pushes them further to the edge?
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This really isn't the place for them. The internet is a TERRIBLE place to go if you're insecure or hate yourself. There are people who will make you feel worse. Some won't really understand what you're going through and misjudge you. Some are just fucking trolls and say the dumbest shit.
It's really not worth it to read all the negativity, that will further add to your negativity, just in the hopes that 1 or 2 people may actually understand and help you.
It's better to seek out help with professionals like a counselor, therapist, or even the suicide hotline. It's not shameful to ask for help. And everyone gets depressed and some do have similar feelings, so you're not alone.
I'd suggest you asker to see a therapist or some sort of professional help if all these questions you post are genuine.