I've never understood this. I've been having reoccuring suicidal thoughts, though I know I'd never go through with them. It is when I am overwhelmed and emotional pain takes me over. I don't tell my dad, stepmom, friends, or anyone because anytime that I've went out of my comfort zone to tell someone, I've felt like a burden, so I carry it inside. Plus, I'm 23, live on my own, and I'm an adult.
Today, I've been overwhelmed and just wanted someone to talk to. I post on an online anonymous app and people start dogging me and saying I'm a threat to society and that the police should handle me. All because I said I wanted to escape my emotional pain and wished I had the courage to end my own life.
The reason I'm in such emotional anguish is the abuse I suffered growing up. I would NEVER want to hurt someone. I actually have a hard time being assertive in my profession and get walked over a lot because I can't even be tough with people. Why on earth would I want to hurt someone and make them hurt like I do?
It's so frustrating to feel misunderstood and then to be made to sound like a killer, all because I'm depressed? Depression doesn't make you kill people. Having SERIOUS personality disorders does.
Most Helpful Guy
I think people are so quick to judge people in a negative way. When you do open up to for advice or help they want to bad talk you to make you feel like you are all alone. I think you just have to ask the right person to talk to and go from there for help. I hope you are feeling better and you are not under a lot stress anymore.0
Most Helpful Girl
They think acting like that will make it look like they care. But they don't.
Cowards. They have no idea.