Ah well this may be a tad boring but it's my fact.
I gave up on 'what if' eons ago, even before my teens :)
For me 'what if' is a strategic possibility that can be calculated beyond which wondering about 'what if' is a waste of time, energy, productivity & resources :) Contingencies & sudden occurrences included
What if I settled for the first and only girl that I truly cared about? Would it have lasted? Would I be happy being in a serious relationship at such an early age? Or am I destined to screw things up? Would I still struggle or be just as unlucky as much in the relationship department as I do now?
I believe everything happened for a reason to make mistakes and learn but these are things I wonder...
Then maybe a girl will smile at me and talk back to me
What if men were smart enough to know Sally is the best. What if Sally lived in the US :P. What if went back in time and knew then what I knew now. What if I was smarter when younger and knew to hold onto the good ladies I dated. What if I never abused my body. What if I had loving normal parents. What if I got my doctorate like I initially wanted...