My boyfriend wasn't even a little upset I cheated on him he just switched on the TV and didn't say anything... Did he even care about me?

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He was out with his boys and I've been feeling neglected sexually because he comes up with excuses to avoid experimenting sexually. I dealt with it but one moment of stupidity I told this guy to come over and we did things other the sex.

My boyfriend walked in on us and had wide eyes for a second then switched on the TV. I was shocked he didn't say anything. The guy quickly left and I kept looking at him and apologizing. I was literally in tears but he didn't show emotion?

I tried to cuddle him but he grabbed my shirt and shoved me against the wall and said dont you ever touch me Adriana. Yesterday night I tried to explain and I even told him to hurt me physically to release the tension but he said no. Does he care I mean most guys would be livid?

Today when we all met with freinds he sat away from me and Was smirking at me whenever we caught eyes but he hasn't hinted a break up? Today he even said to me im a bitch and a whore which is true but it still hurt. He just doesn't look at me when I cried about this. why is his reaction so peculiar I would've been hypocritically pissed if he cheated on me? I expected a busted eye from him but he remained nonchalant does it mean something... Also what's a quick resolution I dont want our freinds finding out something fishy is going on?
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Some of you guys might be glad to know he was getting ready to leave and wasn't speaking then he just gave me a handshake I tried to stop him but he kinda shoved me and walked out... I feel soo bad guys do u think he still has a bit of love for me still And when do I try to fix things please im devastated.
My boyfriend wasn't even a little upset I cheated on him he just switched on the TV and didn't say anything... Did he even care about me?
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