she like has this incredible hold on me. For example I am fine for the first week of ignoring her, but then I start getting really guilty and depressed and really miss her and I just break down and talk to her and end up listening to everything I missed and it's frustrating because she is with another guy... ! that's THE WORST PART :(
I almost feel like I am dating her in a way though... I basically am without the making out... all the other girls don't compare I feel like they are too boring or too crazy and I can't find a girl like this one. I am just digging myself into this huge hole and I haven't had a girlfriend for almost 7 months, and it sucks.
I have never been stuck on just 1 girl for what seems like forever... what am I doing to myself? Like the main question I put -- am I setting myself up good or bad? does anybody relate to this at all?
if you can't can you just give me some paraphrase advice... I don't even really know what I'm saying...
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