You are most certainly a virulent pervert of the highest order, and should be taken to a remote area and left there to reexamine your twisted tendencies. Seriously, I don't see where this varies much from men who do the same thing to women. Whether you are in the majority or minority in this I don't know. Perhaps you're just one of the few who have the nerve to admit it...though anonymously. Hopefully, you'll meet the right guy, settle down, and this urge will abate. If not, think of some remote areas that might appeal to you.