Help! Should I run Xc or not?

Anonymous
Hi everyone. So I ran cross country last year but haven't run since, except for yesterday. I went on a run with the team from my new school I am going to start this year. I was the worst runner by far. Last year I was in the middle. If I do run, hopefully I will get better once I get used to it. I am going to be a sophomore. Running is very painful and I don't really like it most of the time. But I lose weight when I run, I when I don't run I gain it. I gained a lot of weight since I ran last which I would love to lose. I am self motivated. I don't like running in fast groups or with a coach because I feel pressured to keep up. I don't like running with no one or no one interesting bc I get bored. The kids on the team seem like they don't talk much when they run. I am too lazy to run on a regular basis by myself, but I don't like to run on a regular basis with cross country. I don't like commitments. I already have a busy schedule. There is running for a couple of weeks until school and then running every day after school. What should I do? Please help!!!
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Help! Should I run Xc or not?
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