Am I paranoid or normal? is there some grand plot to deny me knowledge/space?

Findesemana
I think that there is some plot in life to deny me higher life knowledge... the fact that there is selection of whose "stupid question" deserves consideration on here is evidence to this...

What can I do to foil this plot? And should I just accept and/or suck it up, or fight back?
Am I paranoid or normal? is there some grand plot to deny me knowledge/space?
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