I was sexually assaulted as a child and bashed by my father. The sexual assault went on for 7 years I went to DOCs at the age of 14 when I told my mother, but they didn't believe me. I want to go to the police but I'm still afraid that no high authority will believe what I tell them.
i use to wake up and find my undies down and my dress up as a child and id find saliva on me. I walked to the bathroom to clean it off and my father was there brushing his teeth. I was only 6 years old from that day on I would never sleep until he slept. I would stay awake crying and cutting, trying to kill myself. I used to pretend I was asleep so my father wouldn't bash me and he came in my bedroom and tried to take the blankets off me that id pretend to wake up and ask what he was doing he said he was just tucking me in which he would never do.
he was one of those people who put on an act like nothing happened. My mother would ignore the abuse until one day 3 years ago he tried to strangle her and my older brother had to kick my father in the back. When I told my mother about the sexual abuse she didn't believe me cause I hated him so much. I now live in a refuge and I barely see my family I have no contact with my father and I have unstable sleeping patterns.
Is there anyone who can give me advice on what to do with my situation.
i use to wake up and find my undies down and my dress up as a child and id find saliva on me. I walked to the bathroom to clean it off and my father was there brushing his teeth. I was only 6 years old from that day on I would never sleep until he slept. I would stay awake crying and cutting, trying to kill myself. I used to pretend I was asleep so my father wouldn't bash me and he came in my bedroom and tried to take the blankets off me that id pretend to wake up and ask what he was doing he said he was just tucking me in which he would never do.
he was one of those people who put on an act like nothing happened. My mother would ignore the abuse until one day 3 years ago he tried to strangle her and my older brother had to kick my father in the back. When I told my mother about the sexual abuse she didn't believe me cause I hated him so much. I now live in a refuge and I barely see my family I have no contact with my father and I have unstable sleeping patterns.
Is there anyone who can give me advice on what to do with my situation.
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