I'm really afraid I might die. some talk to me plsss?

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I've been in the er room 5 times in the last week. They prescribed me 2x antibiotics but I read some horrifing stories about them. I been having multiple panic attacks and I feel like I could have a heart attack at any time, I'm pretty anxious and scared, which doesn't help. I don't know how to calm down, I don't have anyone to talk to. If I try to close my eyes and control my breathing, eventually I just my mind just starts racing and thinks of the worst. "What if this will give me an allergic reaction and I die? Omg I think I feel something, etc"
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Blood test showed I was was infected with the Helicobacter pylori bacteria, that's why they prescribed the antibiotics.
I'm really afraid I might die. some talk to me plsss?
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