Have you ever been somewhere and thought 'this is the reason to live'?

Anonymous
For a while now I've wanted to end my life, my childhood was ruined and I feel like its carried on into adulthood and I'll never be able to leave these feelings behind. Only thing that's stopping me is my family and friends. I came extremely close to ending my life in December but I changed my mind because it would have been my cleaners who found me and it would have been a really selfish thing to do, the poor women would have been scarred for life.
I was at a festival last Weekend, if you live in United Kingdom there is a 99% chance you know what festival I was at. During it I was looking around and I had a huge smile on my face and I thought to myself 'this amazing time is a perfectly acceptable reason to live', if I end it I won't be able to spend time here. This is my third time going to the amazing place but this year I was able to appreciate the advantages of life. I'm 21 and I feel like festivals etc is a perfect reason to live.
So have you ever felt like this?
To be honest I thought I would forever just want to end my life until this weekend.
Have you ever been somewhere and thought 'this is the reason to live'?
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