What is wrong with me?

[Anonymous]

I can't remember the last time I was truly happy with my life. I no longer have the zest for life I once did. I don't know why I feel this way as on the surface there is nothing wrong with my life per se.

I go some days feeling sad, emotional and feeling down in the dumps and others feeling bitter, angry, negative and twisted. Sometimes I have dark thoughts of harming people. I used to be quite a nice, caring person however the loving and caring feeling is not with me anymore. I've no longer let anybody get too close to me, females especially.

I don't know why I feel like this. Has anybody got any advice?

[TheBigV_603]

I've been in a very similar situation. What I did was first, realize that I'm at a low point in my life and that I'm vulnerable and accept help from others if needed. The most important thing that I did was not get hung up on a certain being or event. Changing up the scene every once in a while is almost like a "reset" to your life. Take a vacation, meet new people, go skinny dipping in the neighbors pool (no really, don't do that, but you get the hint). Just remember, there is always light at the end of every tunnel.

[tattooedhandfet]

Maybe not advise per say, more of a question... perhaps you've been burned so much it has taught you not to trust anyone.

[BellePepper]

It sounds like you're depressed. Have you considered talking to your doctor or a counselor?

[Sexxybabe12345]

It sounds like chronic depression, talk to someone like a psychotherapist. Don't be ashamed, that's a big one.