How to feel that I am Normal and not curse?

Anonymous
i am SUPER hairy and am all obsessed and intrigued by other normal hairy / hairless skin on human beings.
i feel so beastly. so abnormal. I know i would not get any woman to like me and feel attracted to me. at max she would accept / overlook / tolerate it for sake of love but it would be too painful for her to do so. Why would she bear with hairy beast and waste her precious life when she herself is normal human female. I understand it.
How to keep myself away from thoughts of women / sex / romance / love and of thoughts that i am beast all the time?
How to feel that I am Normal and not curse?
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