I know this is gonna sound crazy but here it goes. I have been imaging this guy in my head called Josh and most of the times we talk we argue. Sometimes when we argue i feel as though he wants to hurt me. I was asking my mom about people with mental issues to see if their are people who ayhave problems like me to see if i was going crazy but then she told me that the reason i am asking is because i want to have a mental issue ( which i dont ). She then told me that it is all in my head when he appeared in my head i thought that so i pretended that he dosent exist but know its like he's appearing more when i try to block him out and my behaviour is strange as i shout out for no reason or i would even be sad one moment then the next i am happy. I just think that i am going crazy and i dont want to tell my mom as she would probaly say its because i want it to happen to me or its all in my head. I also dont feel comfortable seeing a doctor i just want to know if i am cra
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I think I know the reason why he shows up because when he comes he says I should just disappear and he will make all the bad things that hurt me go away. Sometimes I even consider letting him take control but he has never taken control
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Sometimes I try to cut myself to let him know who is in charge.
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