I am 22 I started smoking drinking when I was 16 due to peer pressure. I started marijuana at 19 and codeine syrup at 20. But now since last 3 months I am clean no drug use. But my parents still dont trust me because I still look sick like drug abuser. They dont trust me. I have done thefts in my home. Because I couldnt continue my studies due to drug abuse my carreir is wasted and I can't study anymore even if I try to. I am unqualified so no on will give me job. I have symptoms of neuro disease like burning sensation in fingers of left hand soft erections confusion. When I tell this to my parents they say they dont have money to show me to doctor and get tests done although they have. Now I dont have friends or girlfriend because I have no money they all have started behaving with me as though they are superior and try to maintain distance or make fun of me. I am really depressed I can't understand what to do. I sometimes think sucide is best way to end all problems and make my parents realize money isn't everything.
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Give me some tips to die instantly and painlessly. I can't take it anymore
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I used to make fun of poor and ugly ones in my school to such extent they were ashamed to face anyone The same is happening with me now KARMA IS FOR REAL I have learnt a lesson
Sounds like you need a total life change. Work on getting your parents trust again, surround yourself with friends who are a better influence than the previous ones, and try and pick up a part time job. Once you save up some money go to the doctor for your issues, then if you feel up to it continue school via a GED program or something.
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Fuck those fucking friends
Figure out a way to earn money do anything like waiter or anything then go to a doctor first make yourself healthy then think what to do
Suicide? Why man you're 22 you've whole life left to fuck the world ;)
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