I am not suicidal but I rather be dead than alive?

Anonymous
Can anyone relate.

I don't want to kill myself but I wake up everyday hoping I can die a natural and peaceful death, hopefully when I fall asleep again and don't wake up.

To know a girl loves me because of not knowing the potential she has to still be in love with her first love or even someone else. It hurts to know her love for me is influenced by the unknown.

Really, in general, this life sucks. And it is not going to get better from here.
I am not suicidal but I rather be dead than alive?
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