Im 15 and depressed😥?

[trixietang19]

Okay so im a 15 yearold female and i listen to metal music basically every day i go through a lot with my dad's drug addiction its been happening since i was born my dad won't get help i listen to metal music as a escape from my problems but its not working but im scared to talk to someone like therapy or people to solve problems because i dont want to be taking away from my mother i really wish my dad could get help so i can get to know him more also i have a problem like im shy and scared around people i get really nervous too

Please is there away i can fix my depression 😥

[Bilvy]

You need to talk to somebody, please try and get counselling/therapy. I'm gonna start counselling for the first time in a month. I've grown up in a fairly disfunctional background. I'm half British and Filipino, so I suffered from endless bullying and racism since I was 5 all the way to 16 (I moved away at that age). Then there was my abusive mum who loved to party, drink, and supposedly took drugs. She hung out with the wrong crowd and I hate her guts. My dad was abroad working half the time so my mum pretty much did whatever she wanted. I believe if I had spoken to someone with authority or a counsellor of some kind, I would have been saved from this strange lifestyle.
I heard that this stuff helps. It's basically talking right? I always feel better after talking to somebody about my problems or worries. Especially since I'm an introvert, people like you and me don't really have anybody to talk to in real life. So might as well go to people who work for a living by helping/talking to kids like us.

And What do you mean by "I don't want to be taking away from my mother?"

I used to keep my mouth shut because my dad told me to, not in a mean "shut your mouth you stupid girl!" Sort of thing, he begged me not to say anything because he was worried that they might take my mum away and my brother and I would be without a mother. Now I wish that I said something. I'm not sure if you suffer some similarities with me, but I know with experience that saying nothing and sulking in your own room isn't going to do anything. I can't feel sorry for you unless you say that you had a horrific childhood like:
Used to walk barefoot to school
Wear unwashed handmedown clothes almost everyday
Barely had 1 square meal a day
Got viciously bullied because you were half a race
Get beaten by your own parent coz you didn't get em cigarettes

I believe that people who went through all that in their childhood have a reason to be depressed. But even after all that I've never really dwell into depression, I never harmed myself but did used to consider suicide. If I had taken my life 5 years ago I wouldn't have had a basset hound, I'd never would have met my bff who I've known for 5 years, i wouldn't have ever lived in Cornwall next to a friggen castle! I included this in just in case you were also thinking about you know... ending it all.

[trixietang19]

Hey thanks

[banana5]

i have depression to and im 15 you're not alone hun, it gets better I've heard.

[trixietang19]

hey thanks

[banana5]

no problem feel free to message me, im sorry to here about your father, i dont have one either... at all. i can't talk to my mum about anything, so im in this alone to.

[trixietang19]

Thanks friend😏

[banana5]

anytime

[trixietang19]

Aww your an angle 😇

[AUserToBeNamedLater]

It sounds to me like your depression is situational. It will lessen to some degree if the situation improves. However, until that happens, it's important that you find people you can trust. You're dealing with a lot for girl your age. Finding somebody to share the load a little could make all the difference in the world. I don't know how much help I can be, but like the others I'll do what I can.

[trixietang19]

Thanks😌

[NYkid27]

I think the best way is to talk to a counselor or something but you can message me if you think talking to me would help

[trixietang19]

Thanks
I would love to message you

[trixietang19]

Im now following you best friend😊

[NYkid27]

I followed you back. Feel free to message me anytime you need to talk

[trixietang19]

Thanks your an angle😇

[koksss]

heyy iam an X addict and i passed through all what ure passing through now. so i ould like to help , what is u re father addicted to , or would u like me to send u a private message

[trixietang19]

My smokes cocaine

[trixietang19]

i spelled wrong my dad uses cocaine

[trixietang19]

Yes you can message😘

[OGarD]

Talk to a close friend someone you trust completely. I believe your school counselor can talk to you informally. Getting out and exercising could help as well.

[trixietang19]

Thanks man 😇thats basically what i need. You saved my butt better than anybody ob here😌😎

[trixietang19]

your very cool thanks brother👍

[OGarD]

No prob. My pleasure in fact

[trixietang19]

Aww your very sweet👍😏😎😏

[OGarD]

Lol. Thanks miss

[trixietang19]

your welcome 💘

[greycadillacs]

If you need someone to talk to and vent or just get off your chest, feel free to message me.

[trixietang19]

Thanks your a life saver😊😇