Im currently living in washington but it isn't a very good area. In fact, it really fucking sucks living here. I have absolutely zero friends despite my best efforts. Its always cold and rainy. People here aren't friendly and i just hate my living situation because i currently dont have a room and im staying with my family who are a bunch of alcoholics. I didn't even ask to move here in the first place my mom made me when i was 17 and now im 18 and i already started college here and i have two jobs. Im also currently struggling with bulimia and its really hard right now because i am basically coping with everything by binging and purging. I just want to be happy and surrounded by nice people, and i get that this post sounds negative but its the truth. I literally feel like fucking crying myself to sleep every night. I don't know what to do.
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Its like a ghetto area in washington. I dont feel safe living here. I dont like the people here. I miss arizona where i grew up but if i were to move back id get myself in debt because of college. I would also have to get my own apartment and i couldnt save any money. I really just can't even deal right now
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Please help i don't know what to do
First of all, I hope you know that you can message me anytime if you want to talk. It will get better. I promise. I bet bulimia is so hard, but I feel you bc I used to have anorexic behaviors. I actually tried purging once but I hated throwing up. Find other ways to cope. Music, exercise, dancing, singing, just about anything can make you temporarily happy. Please know that you will make it though. * gives hug*
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Hey, message and let's talk about it. It really will
Help just having someone listen to you and care.
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