Does anybody else have BDD?

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Body dysmorphic disorder is a type of chronic mental illness in which you can't stop thinking about a flaw in your appearance — a flaw that is either minor or imagined. But to you, your appearance seems so shameful that you don't want to be seen by anyone.

What helps you? Especially when it comes to relationships. I feel like my boyfriend thinks I'm the ugliest thing in the world or looks at other women more than me.. I have BDD so when he looks at a pretty girl (or a girl that most typical guys would think is pretty), I feel so down on myself.. Help :( no hate please. This is a real disorder. Just wondering if there's anybody out there like me.

Also, I want to go to therapy so bad but I don't want to feel like a nut case and I don't even know where to begin or who to see.. Any advice?
Does anybody else have BDD?
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