Why does it seems all my friends are gloing up except me?

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If you don't know what glou up is here is the definition

glo up - A twist of the phrase "grow up", referring to a person's incredible transformation. This is usually based on increase of style and self-confidence (and potentially one's squad).

Anyways, it seems like all of my friends are gloing up and they gain high amount of popularity. People consider me the ugly one out of the group. I want to experience that transformation so I can show people who's the ugly one is now. I been looking like the same person since the 6th grade, only difference I got taller and became bigger. I don't know how to change myself. It's really frustrating because I really want to change but I got too comfortable with my current self. I keep fearing once I change I'll end up as the same person again. I kinda got a different fashion style in my freshman year, now I'm a sophomore, I want to change my physical features. I'm too lazy to even try and I can't figure out why I am lazy. My whole personality and anatomy seems complicated to understand. My body doesn't seems to cooperate with my brain when it comes to change. I need something to force me to change because I'll be the same person that everyone curves or shame from four to five years ago.
Why does it seems all my friends are gloing up except me?
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