When I'd get angry I'd get really angry and hurt myself by digging scissors into my arm and leaving marks though did not draw blood, biting my arms so hard it left bruises, and digging my nails into my arms.
I also worry a lot, mainly about my boyfriend - what if he likes someone else but doesn't break up with me because of it so I'm stuck only being 2nd best to him? What if he's disloyal in some way? What if he secretly fancies another girl? What if he's hanging out with her? What if when he goes to college he finds someone else he likes more but doesn't leave me and I'm there being loyal and making a fool of myself when he wishes to be with her? What if he really was lying about those things I got him to promise my life on because he doesn't actually believe anything will happen if he does?
I also get jealous easy - like any mention of another girl from him?
My brain: OMG he likes her! How can he do this to me? He should just break up with me if he likes her more!
I also get upset if I feel he is not giving me enough attention - there is more to this to but I'm running out of space. I have to wait to get help. My Dad is bipolar and thinks I could be too since he recognizes how I react to things is like him.
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