I was w/ her for about 2 years til my mom came back down while she was here she and my aunt would argue which left us to go live w/ my bro and sister's. While back down they'd put me down by making fun of me, saying I was stupid and ignored me, and would make me upset whenever they seen I was happy and smiling.
It got to the point where I no longer smile as much. I don't have any energy and everyday I'm constantly tired and I have worse anxiety than I had before. It happens mostly when the sun sets. I have attachment issues and have became clingy w/ people. I was never a clingy person. I usually pushed people away. I hardly smile and I always feel down and my eyes constantly feel heavy. I also feel anxious at night when I'm alone. I'm really snappy and get annoyed by little things and I see things differently now. I feel like I lost my brain. I can't describe it.
Is this depression or what is it? I don't know what's wrong w/ me. My fam thinks I'm a negative person. I don't have any friends or anyone 2 talk too. So.
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