I never look at my workout as fun, that would be too self-congratulatory. When I work out I think of it as like a capital punishment that I have to do constantly for being such a sh*tty fat f*** my whole life. Really helps me stay persistent. I will take this time to note that with women it does tend to be a bit different. If you're fat and a girl there's still a good 20-30% of human beings who will talk to you and respect you on some level. I, however, and most fat guys, have to deal with something much different. I mean, hell, I'm at the point to where I am so convinced that I am an unlovable fat ass that I filter out the possibility that anyone could possibly value me. If someone touches me affectionately, like even non-sexually, a pat on the back? I hate it, I get angry. If someone ever flirts with me (lolololol like that'd happen) I will not notice because the thought that another person of the opposite gender could like me does not exist in my brain. Hate myself, hate my life, and am losing weight, and doing well at it.
So how do you feel about this? Does anyone think that the self-hate method may work for them?
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