Why am I so worried? :/

Anonymous
No matter how hard I convince myself that I don't, I hate myself so much.

Physically, I'm a healthy weight, almost in the low side, but I always feel huge and disgusting. I lost about 40 pounds dealing with being anorexic and now I'm at a healthy weight again.. But I can't get over my mental standards of myself. I work out too, but I'm completely ashamed of what I look like naked, and I can't take anyone I are about seeing it.

I also, feel like I can't do a relationship. They terrify me. Deep down its because I don't think in good enough and I'd be a let down. That's all I feel like all the time, is a disappointment in just about everything I do.

How can I get over myself and be good for someone that would be good for me? Because with my current issues, I wouldn't wish anyone to deal with my stupid insecurities.
Why am I so worried? :/
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