Do I have an eating disorder?

[NanaKy]

I have never been obese. All my life I had normal weight.. Few months ago I started living at my own abroad, because of my studies. Then I gained some pounds but then I lost everything. Now I love my body I really do -although I think that I need to lose some pounds- still I am so proud of myself.. everyone compliments my body.. But this has put pressure of me.. the past 5 weeks I noticed that I eat too much... Once a week. The rest of week I eat almost nothing.. For example I eat 700 calories per day while I exercise hard and in Fridays (for example) I lose control and I eat 2000+ calories. The first 4 times I felt guilty, I cried I tried to vomit (never worked though,). every time I was losing control and I was enjoying food so much while I had those binge episodes.. I couldn't control myself... But today was different.. I had a binge episode (once again- how original!) but I don't feel THAT sick (although my stomach hurts a little), I tried to vomit (didn't manage again!) but I don't feel that guilty... I am still trying to figure out if I have an eating disorder or not... And if I do what eating disorder is it? I am going to see a doctor next week (don't worry!) but I just want to know what possibly do I have- in order to search for it before going to the doctor... Help? (I am not perfect. .. I know.. Everyone has his secret.. this is mine.)

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thank all of you! it helped me a lot!

[Moon16]

You have an eating disorder yes. 1) you should never eat anything less than 1900 calories PER DAY and if you consider 2000+ calories bad you need to look up some health articles cause that is no where near unhealthy. 2) If you seriously are gonna cry and try to throw up after you go over you're calorie restriction, you've got a problem. Please, go get some professional help and be honest with your doctor. Please!

[MyNameIsJonas]

Lets not get into all this disorder stuff. Maybe you just made a mistake. Your right nobody is perfect. If talking to someone like a doctor can help then do it. Try to stay positive and look for other ways to feel good about yourself and your body. Exercise daily and try to eat as healthy as possible. Staying at a desired weight really isn't that hard once your in a routine. Good luck!

[paxtonfun]

If you´re at a healthy weight you should try to enjoy food and eat when you´re hungry and not restrain yourself on some days cause it results in binge eating. If you only eat when you´re hungr and excercise you will have a perfectly healthy and amazingly beautiful body, as you already do!

[beastman88]

could have an eating disorder or ocd or both possibly because it sounds like you constantly have food and exercise on the mind almost obsessively. I think I had anorexia at one point because I remember being terrified to gain weight and experienced a lot of negative talks but I got myself out of that pattern of negative thinking. might want to talk to a professional if you're concerned

[Anonymous]

Yeah you have slight bulimia.

[NanaKy]

might be Binging Eating Disorder?