It sucks being the ugly fat sister/friend.. I just don't know how to deal with this shit anymore.. I'm tired.. I just want that one day when I look in the mirror , I see something I like.. I want people to like me and not just tell me why you're so fat , and why you don't have braces on? .. why you're not beautiful as your sisters? you look like a freak..
I'm trying hard to change the fact that I'm unwanted , worthless , just a waste of space , but I just can't find a way to stop it.. I really can't take this any fuckin longer..
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All I can tell you is that I just had some girl on here calling me fat and she was persisting that I had to lose so much weight while many others said the exact opposite. the truth of life is, media portray their definition of beauty and what it should be. it has gotten so bad that we have so many humans thinking they need to meet unrealistic standards for everyone's own body. As long as you believe you are beautiful, you are beautiful. You are beautiful for just taking the courage and stength to write this post. I have suffered from self hate and depression but what changed my view was the fact that if I didn't love myself, nobody else could. And the fact of the matter is, even if that person doesn't show up now, you will always have people who love you. Just wait. Trust me, you will be glad you did. Keep being strong, you're beautiful.1