Does the person's spirit go to heaven or hell? Now the reason why I'm saying this is because I'm tired of my life and I want to commit suicide. People don't like me and I've made a lot of enemies. To make things worse I am hearing evil voices tormenting me and shutting me up everyday. I can't breathe and I have blurry vision. Very soon I will go blind. Everytime I go outside, car and bus drivers speed their vehicles at me. They are trying to run me over. I have abusive parents and they never smile with me. Guys never approach me or look at me. Instead they look at my female relatives, classmates, neighbors, church members, and female celebrities. I got my blessings, beauty, youth, and growth stolen by witches and wizards. Someone did something to my head and face. They changed my head and face to something hideous. They pulled down my breasts to my stomach. Then they put hair and rashes all over my face and body. Every picture or video recording I take comes out ugly. I look like a man physically. This is not how God created me to look. I wish I was beautiful and a Caucasian. I hate my dark skin. In case you're wondering any basic facts about me:
Name: Queenstar Betty Amoah
Birthday: April 18th, 1992
Birthplace: Tema, Ghana
Weight: 192 lbs
Eyes: Dark Brown
Blood Type: O+
Education Level: High School Graduate
Most Helpful Guy
I am truly sorry for what you have experienced. I'm a true believer of beauty is in the eye of the beholder. God does not give anyone challanges that he/she does not believe can accomplish. There are 7 billion people in the world. Bound to find someone who will love you unconditionally. Bound to find people who will care for you and your well being. Bound to find happiness and prosperity. True happiness is only achieved when you accept and love yourself. Life is 10% what happens to you and 90% how you choose to react. Now cut this nonsense please.!5
Most Helpful Girl
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem for most people. Take charge of your life. If you're not happy with your appearance change it. What I'm about to say will piss a lot of people off, but look into being healthier. Some people I know are a lot happier once they are physically fit and happy with their body. As for your skin color, I see nothing wrong with it. Being beautiful doesn't tie in with being Caucasian.
I'm not religious, I think death is the end. No heaven, no hell. You're in a state of nothingness, exactly like before you were born. Simply - non-existing. Yes, that mindset scares the hell out of me, but it encourages me to love my life, my family, and my friends. Nothingness was the only thing I've ever "experienced", I've never seen heaven nor hell. But I do know that before I was born, there was nothing.
If you have blurry vision, you should probably look into getting glasses, as for hearing voices - help from a physiologist. I'm the type of person to search for logical answers, so excuse me.
The only thing you have for certain is right now. Nothing else is guaranteed.
Life is what you make of it.1