Yes I've been to dermatologists and I've tried everything. My acne is hrmonal and runs badly in my moms side of my family. I have acne / dark spots all over my face. I get it on my upper back , down my arms , chest and even thighs sometimes. I get told I'm pretty all the time but that's with makeup on. I just want to be able to go out bare face and feel gorgeous. I want to be able to wear short sleeve & sleeveless clothes and be confident. I hate my skin so much , it ruins me. I look so bad without makeup. I also hate my lips. They are too long. & my hair is extremely curly. ( I'm biracial ) . I don't like it either. All i want it white girl , long silky hair. I don't like my curls and it still doesn't even look the way I want it to while straightened. I wish I was even smaller. I'm 5'3 & 117 pounds. I'm small , but not as small as I want. I want a thigh gap , and I want a small waist like the models. I just hate myself and can't see why anyone would remotely find me attractive. No white guys ever take an interest in me and I'm guessing it's because they want the beautiful white girls with the long hair...
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You want advice? - Start exercising. In 3-4 months you'll see some drastic changes, you will look so much better and your confidence will go through the roof.. Many people report positive changes in short time after they start hitting the gym and best part - you got nothing to lose.. Your skin will look better, your body will look better, guys will find you more attractive, and once you learn of endorphin highs that follow every single gym session you will never feel that way again, I can promise you that. I've been exercising my whole life, and the only time i start to doubt myself and my confidence drops is when I don't exercise for a month or so, and it happens every single time. Once i get back to gym, after a week, I always feel that only sky's the limit..2
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@XNicholeMariex3 is the best person to talk to about acne. She is the queen of solutions.3